Sorry

If she didn't find me, I didn't tell her all these things. Do you still together with her?
I am sincerely sorry for you two. If I didn't appear in your life, I won't bring those trouble for you.
I told her all these things, I thought she can live more better without you.
But no, she still very stubborn as her thinking.
She might blame me, she might hate me.
I don't know what would her think about me.
I felt to apologize but I not dare...
ARGGG...
All my false...
I shouldn't reply her, if I don't, she might be still together with you.
...
I don't know I am helping you or hurting her.
At last, you two are separate...
Hope you two will live better in rest of life.
Girl, you are still young, still have a lot of chance to knows another guy.
Don't wither because of a boy please.
You are passing your lifetime, why don't you choose a better way to live?
Only love can't success to live in the world.
Your future? Your family? Your friends?
Why would you told me you felts to die? You wants to die??!
I felt to scold you last night, but I didn't.
Because you are a girl, you are getting with hurt now.
I not bear to hurt you anymore.
I don't know you actually, but you are totally a silly girl.
You still don't know how to to think well.
You are still very very young, you can't handle a love.
But anyway, that's all my false...

谁能看见我心里埋藏的那个你？

一首歌，勾起许多的回忆……

我依稀记得我们初次见面时你那带着深深黑眼圈的脸，蓝色衬衫，黑色背包……

就这么的回想着，眼泪不自禁的落了下来……

你现在是离我那么的遥远，触手不及的地方……

我们的点点滴滴，从甜蜜变得和这首歌一样，伤痕累累，悲痛不已……

那么静悄悄地离开了……

那些画面，不停的跳动在我脑海里……

我的心情，就好象激动的琴声，不能平息……

某年某月，你会不会就这样忘记了我的脸……

就如轻烟飘过，挽过你的脸，一瞬间随风而去……

挽起水柱洒在脸上，泪珠散解在里边，看着水流而去，心不尽狠狠地楸痛了一下 ……

女人的泪，就是那么的不堪一击……

你离开我半年了，我想念你半年了……

你也有了另一个她，一个非常爱你的她……

可是我还呆在这个角落傻傻的看着眼前的回忆不断的重播……

就让我在这里，仰望着你们的幸福，祝你们幸福……

我清楚明了，我们的距离……

就算我即时拼命追赶，也握不上那遥远的你……

从刚开始的崩溃大哭

无声痛泣

触景流泪

到现在微笑着留下轻轻的泪行……

我才知道，这一切已成习惯……

一切已被粉化……

since you appear in my life, i already start to confuse...

...

Graffiti

Nice Graffiti Art Work!

PEACE! NICE WORK!

刺痛了我的心

转来的文章，一句句的烙印进我的心里...
一次次的刺痛我的心...


一下子被深深地刺痛
從不否認
曾經的過往、那些纏綿
你走了..
我知道你不會再回來
我曾說玩累了就回來吧！
你悄聲說..玩不累的
我曾說我等、我會等
可是我有什麽資格等待?
我做的再多也比不上別人不做
是不是你以為放棄了還有一片森林
可是你有沒有想過
那個你曾愛過的我
一個人會怎樣

你不懂、還是你不想懂呢?
你說、你不用對我負責
我笑了..
無奈的笑著說
是、你不用負責

但你真的明白么?
是誰捅破了心裡的那層處女膜
呵呵..
我學會了抽煙、學會了一個人
你說沒事抽什麽煙?
我找了新的男朋友
你說我是在墮落
那你可曾知道我真的不想這樣
是誰一步步的逼我走到這地步?

對..
真的不是你
是我那顆想挽留你的心
對不起、對不起、對不起
我知道我們再也回不去了
那我只能記住那個吻
那句不許哭
那個夏天
那些我們肆意揮霍的青春
還有當時我說過的所有承諾

2010年11月7日

四个月了，再舍不得再悲伤都已经挨过了四个月。
才察觉，原来时间是很快的过着，人也在这短短匆匆的四个月变得不再从前。
从前的他，头发长至颈项，乌黑的发色，个性的乌龟尾巴。
如今的他，头发短至头顶，巧克力金黄色的发色，短酷的斜刘海。
昔日之情，也随之散去。。。
天天夜夜，我都在苦思，为什么？
错过了这个我既爱又欣赏的男人。
得到的结论，就是我曾经与一个顽劣不堪的卑鄙小人拥有过一段无耻之恋！
他从中的破坏，他耐不住这一切一切，大男人问题，面子问题，我们就说了再见。
很可笑，这一切的因由没有人懂，这一切的痛苦无人可知。
我每天都在想着他，最近可好了吗？
但是这一切，已轮不到我来担忧。
I WILL BE YOUR PERFECT WOMEN!
这是我许诺会做到事情！
但是现在已经不可能。。。
每年的许多个日子，都是值得我好好去纪念的日子。
2009年8月31号，我们初识的那一天。
2010年8月30号，他的生日。
2010年6月6号，他开始追求我的那天。
2010年6月9日，我们正式的在一起。
2010年7月4号，我开心的睡不着觉的半夜重逢。
2010年7月7号，我们正式的原上句号。

What really should I do?

When I am in a bad mood, I will think a lot and feel to write something...
Just a boy can make me depress and dispirited...
Already a long period, I always think I already put him down...
Every time, I broke my own promise...
I force myself don't want to think about him, I blame myself why will like this?
I am very useless...
Very very useless...
I need a friend, but I can't found a soul mate to talk...
Do I so pity? I think is...
Still have 3 days, we broke up 4 months already...
He now having a sweet love with his now days girlfriend...
Already 3 months something...
Means I really disappear in his heart already...
I felt myself very helpless, my tears drop again and again...
Who?
Who really can help me escape from this pain?
I need to find a person, as he really can help me...
As he is my true love...
But now I don't have the mind to looking for love...
I have a boy after him, when I looking at him, I felt like to run...
Run until I can't found his shadow...
I scare, I scare about love...
I scare about love after I lost him!
I cried! After in a relationship with a person which is I don't love him any!
Every night!
I feel apologize, for that boy...
What really should I do?

……

很久没更新博客了...
烦扰着我的总是感情事...
总是说服着自己接受新的一段感情，忘了他……
谁知说的容易，做的难……
跌过痛过，明知道不值得还是傻傻的爱着同一个人……
谁没为过深爱的人流过泪？
谁不认为自己的那段感情是多么的刻骨铭心？
差一刹那，我真的深信这是一段地老天荒的恋情……
也只是那一霎那，我爱上了这个伤我很深的男人……
在那一霎那，干枯的枝材就这么燃燃的烧了起来……
直到现在，心中的火把还在奄奄一息的燃着……
我很天真，总是盼望着那个男人的回眸一望……
总是奢望着那个男人对我伸出的手掌……